As I looked back to my courting days and the pictures taken during earlier days with my husband, sometimes it made me think if he was really the Mr right guy for me even after almost 3years of marital. Questions came into my head, why did I decide to choose him out of all of the relationship that I've had, or what made me attracted to him?? It could be that I was out of my mind when I said I do when he asked me the golden question? or was it the pressure that my family gave me that landed me in this state? Is it fate that brought us together? Is this really what I want? I wonder why??

Then again, he was my best friend, my lover and my husband now. He was always there when I needed him even despite the number of rejections he gets from me. He has most of the quality that I looked for in a man.

After so much thinking, I finally realise that he loved me like no other man could and I am so grateful to him for that. He brought up my spirit that once almost faded away with bitterness. He is my angel and my life so what the heck was I thinking about him not being the right guy. "Duh" Guess I have too much of free time to wonder....hehehehe


Adios 1:06 PM