Disappointed, angry, upset, sad, is all I'm feeling right now. To think someone close to my heart has the guts to this to me. All the trust is all gone. But why?? Have I not treated well?? I had given all but spat on my face was what I got. To think you trust that someone but quietly take all from you. I still don't understand why??

"It" may think that it's ok and act nothing had happened but it hurts me badly. No apologies can make up for it. I find it hard to believe let alone to forgive. How can I trust again?? this changes eveything, it will never be the same.

God, please give me the strength & will to overcome what I'm going through.

What shall I do now? The more I face "It", the more my mind wander & wonder, Why?

I just need an explanation. just one good relevant explanation.

Adios 12:46 AM


"....kau tahu dah berapa kali aku dah terkucil ni Jebat.....Masuk ni dah lima-enam kali aku keluar masuk bilik tandas...."

Keluar, masuk, keluar, masuk...sampai dah lenguh kaki ni, Telan air dah berkoyan koyan....jawabnya Pak doktor jugaklah rasanya aku kena melawat...

Nasib Kentang dah!!


Adios 12:39 PM


If we all have demons by our side to represent our humanly characters, I would want a white tiger as my demon.

I got carried away with The Golden Compass movie. I love the mighty Polar bear in this movie...so garang, so protective and yet so...so white...Can I have one too???

To those who likes to watch Harry Potter, this movie is similar as that..interesting

Adios 11:16 AM




My first attempt in catching this beautiful little creature. And you know what? pink my favourite colour.

Check more pictures I took at the Botanic Garden here

Adios 11:19 AM