Disappointed, angry, upset, sad, is all I'm feeling right now. To think someone close to my heart has the guts to this to me. All the trust is all gone. But why?? Have I not treated well?? I had given all but spat on my face was what I got. To think you trust that someone but quietly take all from you. I still don't understand why??

"It" may think that it's ok and act nothing had happened but it hurts me badly. No apologies can make up for it. I find it hard to believe let alone to forgive. How can I trust again?? this changes eveything, it will never be the same.

God, please give me the strength & will to overcome what I'm going through.

What shall I do now? The more I face "It", the more my mind wander & wonder, Why?

I just need an explanation. just one good relevant explanation.

Adios 12:46 AM